One Sided

It’s already a mistake

To even begin with

Yet we both took the risk

Not knowing where it would lead

I opened up to you

Your doors are shut for me

I gave my everything

You took what’s left of me

Often times I just wish

That you would make me feel

A bit important to you

And what we have is real

Still nothing has changed

Everything stayed the same

I’ve been patient and hopeful

But to you it’s just a game

Maybe things will get better

I’m giving us a chance

But our song is ending

This could be our final dance

You don’t really love me

You never even cared

So I just closed my eyes

To feelings you didn’t spared

You once told me that

We need some time apart

But life without each other

That would be a better start

We need to break up

That’s what I’ve decided

This ain’t going to work

It’s just so one sided

Inside My Heart

When darkness spreads over the sky

and the birds stop chirping from above...

When everything has quiet down

and all I hear is the ticking of the clock...

Just before I rest my weary eyes

I clasp my hands and bow my head...

I whisper to God my simple prayer

and thank Him for placing you

inside my heart.

Your Tears

Birthdays are suppose to be a time for celebration but for you, on your very day, it was filled with sadness and tears. If only I could wipe your tears, you know I would. If only I can make you smile, you know I would. If only I could chase away those sadness, you know I would.

You did laugh. You did smile. But your eyes can't hide those pain in your heart. I really wanted to make your day special but you never gave me the chance. I really wished I have done something to cheer you up.

You were running inside my head that day. I can't help it but to think of you. I was wondering if you were doing okay. I was hoping that you were celebrating your birthday.

All I'm trying to say is that I'm just here waiting for... waiting for you to allow me to wipe away those tears.