Showing posts with label Tale. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tale. Show all posts

Thursday, December 9, 2010

My Kinds of Friends


Friends are there so that when you fall they'd help you stand or if you are happy they'd be also happy for you. Friends are there to make you feel good when you're gloomy and support you on your endeavors. There are plenty of reasons why we have friends. But just this evening, I realized the different kinds of friends that I have.

Fake Friends - they look real from the outside but on the inside, they just want/need something from you. They are like leeches. They will suck out your blood until there is none. They don't believe in you.

Judas-like Friends - I'd say they are the most common friends. You get all the praises when you're in front of them but once you turn your back, they'd stab you over and over again. Normally, the kindest friend(but only when you are with them).

Know-it-all Friends - these are the ones that act like they know you very well but in fact they don't. They would love talking to you then twist your stories and tell it to other people. Even at times they would put words into your mouth.

Transient Friends - they come and go as life goes on. Some have purposes why you've met them and some are just for nuisance. a kind of friend who will never be there in the end.

Passive Friends - they are just there! They couldn't care less whether you're right or wrong. They don't really love you but they don't hate you either. The word Neutral suits them.

Superhero Friends - the kind of friends everyone should have. They are not around always but suddenly arrives when you need a friend the most. They couldn't stand seeing you on the ground. the type of friend you can always count on.

Martyr Friends - the type of friends that aren't that close to you but consider you as a true friend. Even it seems you've forgotten them, they will always be there for you no matter what.

True Friends - when you're happy they'd be happy too. when you're down, always there to lend a hand. when you're wrong, they would not despise you but rather correct you. When you are lost of words, they would sit beside you. They would share a tear, do silly things with you, and will be there even if your hair turns to grey.

If I may ask you my friends, which one are you?


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Forgotten Love

You know how much I love you. You are one the best things that ever happened in my life. But when you left me alone under the rain, I have to do something to forget you. And so I ignored you for a year or so. It wasn't easy. It wasn't nice at all. But that's the only way to reset my heart. I know I didn't do that to you once but twice. And yes I have terrible mood swings. I still have it now you know. I so cherish you and the memories that we've created.

Now that I have buried my hatchet, I really hope you would do the same. Let's make a new beginning as friends. And this time let's make sure it'll last forever.

Monday, December 6, 2010

I'm Torn

I always tell myself that I'm OK. Convincing myself that I've already move on and is ready to have another relationship. But every time I think about Piggy Face or get a message from her, every hurt come rushing again. It's like reliving all the pain that I've been through. Today, we texted a bit and it made me realize how much I'm missing her. I still can't accept the fact that she left me and that she doesn't love me anymore. For so long I've been waiting for someone like her. I said to myself that this is it, she's the one. Yeah she's the one indeed. The one who tore my heart into bits and pieces.

I thought I would never be torn again, but I was wrong. Well, I guess I'll always be aymtorn.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Missing Two Persons

My day went boring. As always, nothing to do but to play computer games. Sometimes it feels like it's the only thing I'm good at. I just wanted for the day to end so that I can go to sleep. I got hungry so I cooked something to eat. Before I get to finish what I'm cooking, I realized I'm missing someone. Actually, I'm missing to persons. One is someone whom I really care so much and the other one is someone a barely know. I could not tell whom I miss more. Maybe I just miss them both. If only wishes do come true.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Missin' You

We've spent time together the other day and that was the first time we've really talked. Hours felt like minutes. The next thing I new you need to go home. I was really happy that time. I just came out from yet another failed relationship but during those moments while we were talking and laughing and just hangin' out together, I felt my heart danced blissfully. Unknowingly you touched my torn heart and made it beat again. Your laughter brightened my gloomy nights. And with a simple touch, I learned how to smile again.

It has been two days. It felt like weeks. Should I be missing you? Maybe not. Maybe I shouldn't. But I do... I really do.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Heart In Silence

As i sat there in english class, i stared at d girl next to me.She was my so called "best friend".I stared at her long,silky hair,and wished she was mine.But she didnt notice me like that,and i knew it.After class,she walked up 2 me and asked me for the notes she had missed the the day before.I handed them to her.She said thanks and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I want to tell her, i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends, I love her but im just too shy, and i dont know why.

11th grade,the phone rang. On the other end,it was her.She was in tears,mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.She asked me to come over because she didnt want to be alone,so i did.As i sat next to her on the sofa,i stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours,one Drew Barymore movie, and 3 bags of chips,she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me,and said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I want to tell her, i want her to know that i dont want to be just frnds, i love her but im just too shy, and i dont know why"

Senior year, the day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, he's not gonna go well, i didnt have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates;we would go together-just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, i was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesnt think of me like that, and i know it. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I want to tell her, i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends, I love her but i'm just too shy, and i dont know why"

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before i could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didnt notice me like that, and i knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'youre my best friend,thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I want to tell her, i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends, I love her but im just too shy, and i dont know why."

Now i sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and i knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!' She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. "I want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, I love her but im just too shy, and i don't know why".

Years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read... "I stared at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. "I want to tell him, i want him to know that i don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and i don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me..." 'I wish i did too...' i thought to myself, and i cried..

Sunday, June 15, 2008

The Wallet

As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years.



The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago.



It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him anymore because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him.



It was signed, Hannah.



It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that the owner could be identified. Maybe if I called information, the operator could find a phone listing for the address on the envelope.



"Operator," I began, "this is an unusual request. I'm trying to find the owner of a wallet that I found. Is there anyway you can tell me if there is a phone number for an address that was on an envelope in the wallet?"



She suggested I speak with her supervisor, who hesitated for a moment then said, "Well, there is a phone listing at that address, but I can't give you the number." She said, as a courtesy, she would call that number, explain my story and would ask them if they wanted her to connect me.



I waited a few minutes and then she was back on the line. "I have a party who will speak with you."



I asked the woman on the other end of the line if she knew anyone by the name of Hannah. She gasped, "Oh! We bought this house from a family who had a daughter named Hannah. But that was 30 years ago!"



"Would you know where that family could be located now?" I asked.



"I remember that Hannah had to place her mother in a nursing home some years ago," the woman said. "Maybe if you got in touch with them they might be able to track down the daughter."



She gave me the name of the nursing home and I called the number. They told me the old lady had passed away some years ago but they did have a phone number for where they thought the daughter might be living.



I thanked them and phoned. The woman who answered explained that Hannah herself was now living in a nursing home.



This whole thing was stupid, I thought to myself. Why was I making such a big deal over finding the owner of a wallet that had only three dollars and a letter that was almost 60 years old?



Nevertheless, I called the nursing home in which Hannah was supposed to be living and the man who answered the phone told me, "Yes, Hannah is staying with us."



Even though it was already 10 p.m., I asked if I could come by to see her. "Well," he said hesitatingly, "if you want to take a chance, she might be in the day room watching television."



I thanked him and drove over to the nursing home. The night nurse and a guard greeted me at the door. We went up to the third floor of the large building. In the day room, the nurse introduced me to Hannah.



She was a sweet, silver-haired oldtimer with a warm smile and a twinkle in her eye. I told her about finding the wallet and showed her the letter. The second she saw the powder blue envelope with that little flower on the left, she took a deep breath and said, "Young man, this letter was the last contact I ever had with Michael."



She looked away for a moment deep in thought and then said softly, "I loved him very much. But I was only 16 at the time and my mother felt I was too young. Oh, he was so handsome. He looked like Sean Connery, the actor."



"Yes," she continued. "Michael Goldstein was a wonderful person. If you should find him, tell him I think of him often. And," she hesitated for a moment, almost biting her lip, "tell him I still love him. You know," she said smiling as tears began to well up in her eyes, "I never did marry. I guess no one ever matched up to Michael..."



I thanked Hannah and said goodbye. I took the elevator to the first floor and as I stood by the door, the guard there asked, "Was the old lady able to help you?"



I told him she had given me a lead. "At least I have a last name. But I think I'll let it go for a while. I spent almost the whole day trying to find the owner of this wallet."



I had taken out the wallet, which was a simple brown leather case with red lacing on the side. When the guard saw it, he said, "Hey, wait a minute! That's Mr. Goldstein's wallet. I'd know it anywhere with that bright red lacing. He's always losing that wallet. I must have found it in the halls at least three times."



"Who's Mr. Goldstein?" I asked as my hand began to shake.



"He's one of the oldtimers on the 8th floor. That's Mike Goldstein's wallet for sure. He must have lost it on one of his walks." I thanked the guard and quickly ran back to the nurse's office. I told her what the guard had said. We went back to the elevator and got on. I prayed that Mr. Goldstein would be up.



On the eighth floor, the floor nurse said, "I think he's still in the day room. He likes to read at night. He's a darling old man."



We went to the only room that had any lights on and there was a man reading a book. The nurse went over to him and asked if he had lost his wallet. Mr. Goldstein looked up with surprise, put his hand in his back pocket and said, "Oh, it is missing!"



"This kind gentleman found a wallet and we wondered if it could be yours?"



I handed Mr. Goldstein the wallet and the second he saw it, he smiled with relief and said, "Yes, that's it! It must have dropped out of my pocket this afternoon. I want to give you a reward."



"No, thank you," I said. "But I have to tell you something. I read the letter in the hope of finding out who owned the wallet."



The smile on his face suddenly disappeared. "You read that letter?"



"Not only did I read it, I think I know where Hannah is."



He suddenly grew pale. "Hannah? You know where she is? How is she? Is she still as pretty as she was? Please, please tell me," he begged.



"She's fine...just as pretty as when you knew her." I said softly.



The old man smiled with anticipation and asked, "Could you tell me where she is? I want to call her tomorrow." He grabbed my hand and said, "You know something, Mister? I was so in love with that girl that when that letter came, my life literally ended. I never married. I guess I've always loved her."



"Mr. Goldstein," I said, "Come with me."



We took the elevator down to the third floor. The hallways were darkened and only one or two little night-lights lit our way to the day room where Hannah was sitting alone watching the television. The nurse walked over to her.



"Hannah," she said softly, pointing to Michael, who was waiting with me in the doorway. "Do you know this man?"



She adjusted her glasses, looked for a moment, but didn't say a word. Michael said softly, almost in a whisper, "Hannah, it's Michael. Do you remember me?"



She gasped, "Michael! I don't believe it! Michael! It's you! My Michael!" He walked slowly towards her and they embraced. The nurse and I left with tears streaming down our faces.



"See," I said. "See how the Good Lord works! If it's meant to be, it will be."



About three weeks later I got a call at my office from the nursing home. "Can you break away on Sunday to attend a wedding? Michael and Hannah are going to tie the knot!"



It was a beautiful wedding with all the people at the nursing home dressed up to join in the celebration. Hannah wore a light beige dress and looked beautiful. Michael wore a dark blue suit and stood tall. They made me their best man.



The hospital gave them their own room and if you ever wanted to see a 76-year-old bride and a 79-year-old groom acting like two teenagers, you had to see this couple.



A perfect ending for a love affair that had lasted nearly 60 years.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

A Box Full of Kisses

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."


The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."


The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.


Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.



In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.