Busy Day

It's Monday but it was a busy day for me. Lots of customers came and I'm so thankful to God that he continuously send people in out cafe. Right now I'm so sleepy already. Haven't slept well for several days. I really want to sleep at least 8 hours but it's so hard to reach it. Hopefully tonight I could more sleep. I need a well rest.

I ate too much today and I'm still hungry. Must be my Hyperthyroidism again. I'm still craving for ice cream, pizza, burger and fries. Luckily, I'll get 2 cheese burgers in a few minutes. I'm drooling already. ^^,

Tiring Day

This is a long and tiring day for me. Super busy attending to our customers' needs. Haven't got a break the whole 15 hours. Almost no time to eat. I'm feeling hungry and dizzy. I was suppose to go at a police precinct to blotter someone but I was so caught up with work at our internet cafe. I;m so craving right now for pizza, burger, fries and ice cream.

Someone emailed me this morning. I think he feels threatened and jealous because Purpz and I are seeing each other. He even told what to do and not to do. Pfft! You have no slightest right to tell me that. And don't act like you're the boyfriend because you're not. Whether you like it or not, you are only a friend to her just like me. And don't go telling me who I am because you don't know a thing about me. Don't tell me I don't care for her as much as you do because you don't know what I am feeling. Do your self a favor - back off.

Almost Christmas

A few more days and I'll be spending Christmas all by myself for the 2nd time around. I've been wondering what will I do on that day. I'm pretty sure I can't be with her so I'm still looking for a back up plan. I have a few ideas in mind but no final plans yet. I really want to have a puppy. A pitbull. Yeah, that would be a great gift for myself but I'm not sure if I can afford. But just the thought of it makes me smile already. I wish someone would give me one.

I'm having difficulty in breathing. Must be my asthma or due to lack of sleep. Palpitations. Dizziness. I need to rest now.

When I See Her

We've seen each other a few times and there's something I noticed - I catch myself thinking about her for the next few days. Just like yesterday when we got to spend together almost the whole day. Thanks to a friend who made an effort to spoil the fun at the end of the day. Nonetheless, it was a good day for me and Miss Purple. For the past few weeks, I only get to be happy is when I'm with her and I think she doesn't notice it. Anyways, I spend the next few days thinking about her after we've seen each other. Just like now. As we have spent time together yesterday, I'd now be spending the next few days missing her and wishing to be with her. When I think of her I smile but when I'm with her I'm in a bliss.

A common friend of ours doesn't want us to be together. She thinks I would only hurt Miss Purple in the end. I strongly disagree. However, at times.. err, often times I try not to see her anymore. Not because I might hurt her but because I know I would end up broken again.

Meet Up

In 4 hours I'll be meeting up with Miss Purple. She asked me to accompany here. I'm not sure where we are going but I think it's about completing her requirements at a job she applied. I'm really worried if I can wake up early. I may not be able to wake up in just a four hour sleep. If ever I can't make it, I hope she'll forgive me. But I'd still do my best to be with her. So, goodnight!

Fried Chicken and Chocolates

Not my usual day. I went to SM to unwind a little. It was Saturday so the place was filled with people. I hate crowds. It makes my head swirl. The only good thing about it is that I can see lots of pretty girls(hehe). I was with a my best friend Joseph. I haven't seen him for quite sometime. I told him "chix chix sa ta d lagi ko mo sumbong kay mommy(his wife and a very good friend of mine too)". We had a good laugh. It was actually relaxing and fun. We ate at KFC and ordered 4 burgers and some fries. It's always nice to have real friends around.

I promised Miss Purple to bring her "pasalubong". She doesn't want to tell me what she wants but nonetheless I was able to made her spit it out. Fried Chicken and Chocolates. I bought her 3 bars of Snickers and I was so right about it because she was also thinking about Snickers. I can read her mind. Nah! It was just a good hunch. As for the fried chicken, I invited her for dinner at my place. It has been days since I saw her so I made lots of alibis just for me to see her. I really wanted to cook for her but time didn't allow it. Hopefully, she loves spaghetti. I can cook that well. I might be able to impress her. After dinner we watched a horror film - Haunting in Connecticut. Oh we also took some pictures. Well, I just wanted to have pictures of her, that's all. She went home around 1 in the morning.

I'm kinda missing her already. When she's around I feel wanted. I feel happy and carefree. All my problems just simple fade away when I get to see her. How I wish I could get to see her more often.

Skinhead

I got a new haircut. Well, not really new since I always get this type of haircut. Skinhead!!! I shaved my beard too. I don't like having no beard. I look weird.

Still 11:00 PM but I'm very sleepy already. I had a tiring day so I'll be in bed earlier than I normally do. When you're all alone and you have nothing much to do, you will just want to go to sleep . It sucks living alone.

It's nice to write blogs again. I get to vent what I really really feel. And the best thing about my blog is no one reads it so it stays pretty much private.

UTANG

nangutang ang akong kaila na si juan ug karne sa among silingan. among gisugba ang karne ug gi adobo ang uban. pipila ka adlaw ni agi gibayaran ni juan ang iyang utang. mi-labay ang mga adlaw nangutang usab si juan ug karne. sige na sya ug utang apan ginabayaran man sab nya. ni abot ang panahon nga sige gihapon sya ug utang pero wala na sya gabayad sa iyang utang mao ning dako kini. sige na ug singil ang giutangan nya apan wala man siyay ikabayad. usa ka adlaw wla na magpakita si juan. ang nahitabo, ako na nuon pabayaron sa iyang utang kay ni apil man daw ko ug kaon nya sa among balay man daw gihatod ang karne.

lesson: ayaw mo ug kaon kung inutang ra kay basin dili makabayad ang nangutang, kamo pa unya singilon sa nagpautang.

serious note: why would i pay something na dili man ako nag utang? in the first place wla man ko ni ingon na pautangon ninyo sya. secondly, just because ni apil ko ug kaon sa karne and dri sa balay giluto doesn't mean kung dili mo mabayaran ako na mo bayad.

Photo Effects

The one thing I know I did wrong today is that I didn't go to church. Sad to say it has been over a year since I went to church. I always tell my self that I need to go to church but when Sunday comes, I always find a reason no too.

Most of the day, I just went on editing photos. Her photos. It felt like I'm next to her. It made my day somehow complete. Also, I made a video for her. A birthday present I should say. It's worth creating that video because she liked it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0KFCPoPlyM

That's the link. I forgot how to embed a video or if it's even allowed.

Your Tears

Birthdays are suppose to be a time for celebration but for you, on your very day, it was filled with sadness and tears. If only I could wipe your tears, you know I would. If only I can make you smile, you know I would. If only I could chase away those sadness, you know I would.

You did laugh. You did smile. But your eyes can't hide those pain in your heart. I really wanted to make your day special but you never gave me the chance. I really wished I have done something to cheer you up.

You were running inside my head that day. I can't help it but to think of you. I was wondering if you were doing okay. I was hoping that you were celebrating your birthday.

All I'm trying to say is that I'm just here waiting for... waiting for you to allow me to wipe away those tears.